Tired.

What a crazy couple of weeks it has been.  So much is changing so fast that it is really hard to keep up.  Among other things going on in the world, on a personal front I am also fighting the school district.  Did you even know there was such a thing as a non-union school?

I didn’t know until about a month ago when some shit came up and it came to my attention that the reason they can even get away with what they do is because they aren’t union.

SOOOOO many things that go on these days that are so down right wrong.  It really boggles my mind that humanity has fallen so far from anything resembling morality.  Anyway, it has been keeping me busy lately.  And little things here and there keep coming up so my mind is scattered all over the place.  It’s really hard to keep things straight.

I know that what I am doing is the right thing so that gives me comfort to stand up to a pool of assholes when I know that I am right and fighting the good fight.  I guess in some ways though, others think the same things but I guess I just can never really see eye to eye when it comes to people with lots of money and authority believing they are right when their morals are subject to the dollar and mine are subject to my conscience.

I want things to be good again so badly.  I need to digest everything and work harder towards a better tomorrow.  I am not even really sure how that is done.  I normally just keep to myself.f  I enjoy my solitude.  I am just more comfortable in smaller circles than being out there for everyone to see.  I value my privacy and that of my friends and having good company, not lots of company.

How oh how did it all get this way?  I feel like I have put the last month of my life on hold just to sort through all the changes in the world going from worse to bad.  Today I haven’t even turned on the TV.  I did read a couple of news articles but that was about the extent of that.

I had other business to attend to like watching my kid have a dance off at school.  Delightful highlight of my morning.  That’s where all the good stuff is.  Then to writing a letter back to the school district about the lies they told and committed to their records because it really pissed me off that they basically called me a liar to cover their asses.  I don’t know if telling them I would sue them was a good idea but hey, whatever.  All I want is my kids to be safe at school and I can’t exactly leave so there’s that.

Then there’s getting rid of facebook which I officially left a little bit ago and now I am back to blogging.  I am sure I will find some peace again as long as those trolls from FB don’t start following people here too, to harass.

It takes a toll on people, you know.  To be so caught of in their lies and drama and knowing how wonderful life could be if they would just stop lying and trying to take everything for themselves.

It makes me wonder, time and time again, if all those end of ages stories were actually true.  Maybe not true in the sense that the end of the world is now but that the end of a way is now.  I wonder about the Eagle vision all the time.  I know the message was right and I always feel like I let it down.  I always thought I was supposed to do something with it but failed it because I was never sure what to do with it.

All I hope is that people will start really come to terms with how the world is and just change their hearts.  I can imagine that we don’t need to fight so hard, external forces when all we need to do is change who we have become inside and recognize that it is never too late until it is too late.

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