I just watched a video on the news about Asain airlines flight getting ready to crash.
Anyways. They showed an older man holding someone on his shoulder.
I don’t know what it was about his calm expression that got me choked up. I don’t think he was even wearing his mask.
It was the look of a person who accepted his fate and it gave me goosebumps and I tested up a lil’bit.
That’s the look of a man who, no matter what his life gave him, must have lived a life that was full and maybe happy… the look of a person who had no regrets and made good in life OR he just accepted it.
Luckily the plane didn’t crash but when my time comes, I hope that that’s how I look too.
I don’t want regrets it to feel like I didn’t let the people I love so much know enough how much I love them.
I think that’s the only part of me that is terrified of death… having to let go of the people I love.